Monday, May 6, 2013

What's Love?

What's Love? What is it truly? Is Sex love? Because that seems to be the only time anyone really seems to "feel" the love. Is arguing love? Putting up with bullshit continuously because we need that feeling that they give us. Is love the anger that we feel towards each other? Or the fact that your the first and last thing on my mind everyday? What is love?
Is love feeling helpless? Like there's not a soul in the world, but even in our helplessness we long for each other. In our loneliness we long for each other. We occupy each others thoughts continuously throughout the day, constantly wondering what the other is doing, where they are and if they're thinking of me...
Is love the feeling that grows stronger between us when were apart for long periods of time? Is love why I miss you so uncontrollably bad? I dread being apart and hate saying goodbye. I wait for the days to pass, each 24 hours that slowly brings me closer to you.
Is love the tears that run down my face? Those same tears that swell in my eyes, and burn turning my eyes red. The same tears I cry for you.
Is love the feeling of selfishness? Wanting you all to myself and not wanting to share you with anyone.
Is love why you're always on my mind. Even when your not with me you're still with me in my mind and heart.
Is love why i've been hurt so many times before? Or is it the absence of love why I was hurt. Because love didn't love me.
Isn't love supposed to be this overwhelming feeling between two people that's uncontrollable, and unbreakable? That's supposed to last until the end of time? Isn't love supposed to be true, real, honest, patient, and kind? What is love? Where is love?