I can not imagine....

Recently my family has experienced two losses in a matter of a few days. One was lost to his battle with cancer the other was taken by senseless violence being murdered in a shoot out. Both losses leave a tremendous hole in hearts. I personally can not imagine how it must feel to loose my son because of someone roars ignorance. A good guy at the wrong place, wrong time, with the wrong people. As the story is being told he was just sitting in the car with his boys when another car opened fire & he was shot in the stomach & died before he arrived at a hospital. How could anyone just randomly shoot someone who had done nothing to them? That was innocent! Now because of someone roses stupidity a family is grieving the loss of their son. If you can not tell I am extremely angered by this. Senseless death. I just hope Mr. Tickers sanity they find the idiots who did this & that they are punished for it.
Then my uncle boobi (boob-e) passed away late Sunday night. He had been battling cancer for about two years now. He's my uncle through marriage. More like a great uncle, he's my grandmother's brother in law, my moms uncle. I wasn't as close to him as I was with all of my other uncle's. Uncle boobi wasn't the nicest man, but it's still sad to see him go. Honestly I'm more sad for my aunt & grandma than I am for him. That may come off as rude, mean, & cruel but I'm being honest. My grandma & aunt were there when he passed. They sat there with him & held his hand as he passed. I honestly don't think I could deal with myself. I'd be traumatized to sit there & hold the man that I loved hand as he died.I couldn't bear to sit there with him, to even see him in that state because it would break my heart. Now it's just her, her children, & her grandchildren. Thankfully she has plenty of family. I'm sure that this funeral is going to be like a slap to the face. Reality check. This is the last time you'll ever see this man. This is it. The end. I can not imagine how she must feel... And I'm sure that I never want to experience what she went through. No one should ever have to go through that. Ever. Now as I deal with my family and these tragedies I try to stay in high spirits & surround myself with my friends so as to not sink into a depression. But to all of my supportive friends I appreciate all of you because that motivates me to be stronger for my own family.
Thanks.
Let's also keep in mind that life is so short & fragile that it can be easily be taken away from us so easily. So live your life to the fullest, with no regrets. Take chances, and do what you've Been putting off because the bigger mistake is the chance you don't take.