Out and about...

Drake's lookin a little scruffy there isnt he? hmmmmm... i kind of like it though... Just saying... lol. Spotted in south beach celebrating the memorial day weekend him and *my future baby daddy* Bow Wow shared a "no homo" hug outside some club after performing. anyways, WE LOVE DRAKE! Or at least i do!

The Finale

This is it... It's finally here. The moment we've been waiting for since Day 1... The last day. There's this vibe in the school and you can feel it everywhere it's just eagerness to get out... it's like everyones trying to hold in their screams... We all feel it... im just waiting for the bell to ring and see papers flying kids running & screaming just craziness... Im ready for Summer!!!
Summer.... Summer... SUMMER! Time to do whatever we please! No homework, nada! none of that nonsense! It's me time, all the time for the next two months. Who's hype? There's so much to look forward too! Vacationing, Hanging out, partying, making a couple of dollars, and maybe even a summer romance? Who knows? This summer is going to be A-mazing! i can feel it! *now watch it be the most tragic summer of my life* but like i said who really knows?

youtube moment: kevin hart

i just LOVE Kevin Hart. He is "seriously funny" *which is the name of his comedy show you tube it if you aint seen it* sooo... here's Kev in one of his videos that i scrolled upon...

the billboard awards: the good, the bad, and the lip singing

sooo... i feel that it speaks for itself. Rhianna was ok.. Britney lip synced... apparantly they were supposed to kiss like the madonna and britney kiss, but failed. the opening with nicki was really good! i liked that!  Nicki performance was a mess... point blank. She couldnt keep her lil dress down over her butt pads. Britney lip synced... AGAIN! i really loved beyonce' performance. As much as i bashed the song and video this performance was amazing and i loved the graphics! but hey it kept me entertained for the night....

Sooo that's what we do now?

First off it's another Monday morning! Actually the LAST monday morning of the school year! *silent cheer* so... now for my motivational speech. It's the end of the year. Were right at the finish line. Right there! There's this last week of Finals and were out this Bit!!! yes! ok. moving on.
Soo.. like i said it's the last week of school, and ofcoarse everyone wants to get out those last min fights, arguements and ofcoarse senior pranks.We'll this senior prank was taken too far! (but because it wasnt at my school i feel that it was ignorant and funny)
So here in Georgia we have a highschool "Salem High School" previously known as the Seminoles, but idk what they are now seeing as how they just got sued, and no longer can go by the seminoles. *they should try for "Salem Samurai" lol it has a nice ring to it* Anyways so some of the salem seniors decided to pull a insane prank. (this is all that i know. like i said i only know what i hear word of mouth and twitter) So basically what happened was it was a group of students. Someone had a key. They broke into the school. Tee-pee'd the school,got tires from the field house, wrote on walls, broke into the vending machine, and the icing on the cake, they literally SHITTED on the cafeteria tables, floor, and desk.
Salem high school gives a whole new meaning to "Shitted on 'em"  lol. They took it to a whole new level. That's BEYOND crazy! I just cant imagine some one doing that but they did. And Shout out to them because that's some reall nigga shit. They Broke the camera's so they wouldnt get caught then took Honey buns from the vending machine. *yeah they black 100%* That's crazy and im sure that whoever gets caught is going to JAIL! because im sure they'll be pressing charges. But this was definantly the HIGHLIGHT of My monday morning. So eveyone Be safe! Let's make to the end of the week because we all know that this weekend we have plans!
SN: Summer vacation!!!

So who run the world?

Ok... i previously blogged about this new Beyonce...
Her new single "who run the world (girls)" is of some speculation... And alot of people are ripping the song up! they're tearing Bey a whole new ass hole. *real shit* Now like i said. The beat for the song is fye, but her trying to rap/sing/melodiously talk *whatever the f' you wanna call it* just isnt working. I mean maybe if the song were better written everybody wouldnt be on her ass! Like you cant be "on top of the world" given us fye ish then turn around and slap us in the face with garbage! unacceptable! on so many different levels!
Now this video... *looks familiar?* there's this reoccuring theme going on here. in ALL of Bey's videos. Theese long ass dance sequences. Now do we like the dancing? Hell yeah! but it's too much! it was all good when single ladies came out, everybody wanted to learn that dance. then she did it again in Diva and now this.

Now the video looks like it wasnt really thought out too well. Ill planned and crazy. I've watched it multiple times and im still not sure what the fuck is going on... The outfits, the dancing, the horse? and then the facial expressions *looks familiar?* soooo were d-bowing from nicki now? way to be original. Anyways everyone made a big deal out of this video and it was NOT what we expected. Point blank period. Watch the vid. make your own opinion. *same thing i always tell you*

So now i ask you Who run the world? Not Beyonce....

That New ish: Estelle

Ok... Idk about you guys but im a BIG Estelle fan! i really LOVE her music! She's from London if im not mistaken... not sure. anyways. Girl is fire. One of my altime favorite songs is american Boy.
*take a listen*

That boys and girls was from her 1st album "shine" sooo that was a good few years ago. And now she's getting ready to drop album #2! and the first single from the album was "fall in love" and the second is "break my heart" Dont get me wrong i like break my heart but i feel like it could've been musically arranged alot better. Like there was so much more they could've done musically to this song. It sounds like a boring beat and thats it. but i like the song for performance, as well a lyricism. So form your own opinion!

                                                              

Back to your regularly scheduled program: Where the fuck is waldo?



Where in the world is waldo??? Waldo once america's Hide and go seek champion until a man named "Osama Bin Laden" came along. America spent countless hours searching for this one man named waldo. Well... you may ask... "who the fuck is waldo?" well... honestly nobody knows? im sure you could Google waldo's background and all that jazz, but who really cares. All that matters is the fact that we cant find him!!! And his search has been postponed for the last 10 years. Ever since the terrorist attacks of 9-11 no one has cared to look for Waldo. America has been search of the terroist Bin Laden. Because America is such a beast we found him, But Because America is full of idiots it took us 10 years to find Bin Laden. And it took for *my man! mr Black president himself* Barack Obama to find him. *BTW Bin Laden was hiding in a "compound" or a mansion actually on the second floor him and his family* Which is crazy that no one could find him. Seriously??? The amont of people that died in 9-11 and all the people that died from our troops just to find this one dude? That was in a mansion? How the hell did some shit like this happen? it's like " ha ha ha we got yo ass" but damn it took 10 years to find this dude in the most obvious place? ridiculous!!!
But anyways... Now back to the same old same old... Looking for waldo old red, white and blue ass. lol.


Now here's my boy Kaine to tell the "REAL" story of what really happened to Bin Laden

What now?

It's now the end of the year... The final days are now upon us. NOW is not the time to make these "make it or break it" decisions... It's too late for all of that, but yet here I am. In the midst of one of the most confusing situations to ever be caught in. Caught between what I WANT to do and what i NEED to do. Obviously this seems like it would be an easy decision. DO what you need to do... but what i want is equally important. *Now i dont want to say to much but i obviously will sooo w/e*
The WANT: Here's what i want to do

• I want to set out and do what i've been wanting to do all year long. I should go after whats mine. If i want it bad enough i can have it! (feeling a tad bit cocky) Im not a quiter, i never give up. Thats not who i am. Whenever someone tells me no i just find another way to get what i want. And right now i know exactly what i want, and i want to go after it. But *excuse me as i quote* "If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy?" Because Im thinking about taking a chance... But if i do would you look at me crazy? Would it be awkward between us? And while im debating time is just ticking away... Slipping out of my hands... im running out of time... and running out faster than i know it. I want this. It's the end to the story. The last piece to the puzzle, the last page of the story. Completion. The story began with a kiss... and will end with one. if i have my way. (I think of like the princess and the frog because the whole story began when she kissed the frog. Maybe my Frog will turn into a prince?) But that would mean i would have to kiss the "frog." can you say awkward? and im not one for emotional confrontation which is why this is happening this late in time. Then there's the aspect of me being a punk. If i punk out after deciding to go through with this i will never forgive myself. I'll be mad at myself and Regret it for being suck a punk. Do i really want to end it off wondering "what if?"

The NEED: here's what i need to do

• I need to Just stick it out. It's the end of the year. It's almost over. I need to just Be done....I need to be strong willed and move on with life. Stop holding on to the little things that keep me here. Stop holding on to this dim glimmer of hope that things will change. Because i've been hurt, but by my own fault. I let myself get hurt. I'm the one who let him in, and allowed for such nonsense to happen infront of my face. For me to let him back in willingly is foolish and stupid on so many different levels. I've been teased about the frog so much. I've cursed and hurt other people to get my point across that i was done with him knowing deep down that the reason im mad was because i wasnt. Then if i take a chance i look like the idiot for letting him hurt me and not learning my lesson the FIRST time... Then i have to go back on everyone after everything and explain how i wasnt done. *Even though it's non of their business* I need to just let it go. Be done with him and Stick it out.

So what do i do? Do i kiss the Frog who could possibly be a prince? OR do i let The Frog stay a Frog and move on with life?

True story: she bust the windows out his car

in all of my 17 years of life i have heard some of the craziest stories about my family, but this one has got to take the cake. My *Nanie* &  *Arbey* now divorced had the most craziest relationship. They were i quote "the original whitney and bobby" They loved and hated each other and couldnt maintain a stable relationship *obviously* Sooo... Not to air out dirty laundry but he recognizably has 10 children. Two by nanie. Soooo Here's the story.
Nanie and Arbey dated. They would fight and make up all the time. Back in the day they both had matching cars. But Arbey wasnt very trust worthy. He was a "man whore" or a "flirt" or a ho quite frankly. So, because he couldnt be trusted even though he was now married with two children Nanie used to ride around with A jack in the passanger seat of her car in case she should roll up on Arbey doing something he shouldnt. And i guess one day she was pissed to the extreme... basically ready to kill a nigga and Found him at his moma house sittin in the car. she got out the car with the pole to the jack and literally bust every window out of that car. *gives a whole new meaning to jazmine sullivan song "bust the windows out your car" dont it?*
Now when i told this story to "Lolla" (follow her blog: The unsweetened truth) She really couldnt believe that she did it while he was IN the car. Yes, yes she did. And because he was in the car he had glass in his eye and she ended up taking him to the emergency room.
that right there is some crazy kinda love. You're so angry and you want to kill him but after you beat the shit out of him you wanna love him and care about him... Not to say that she's the bad guy because he was steady with other women. *hence forth the 10 RECOGNIZABLE children. Not to say there isnt more....* He drove her to insanity. Maybe if he could've been faithful they would still be together.
Now me personally i cant even imagine that kind of anger and rage inside of me that i would be so close to harming someone in such a way. I've never had that kind of agression or anger in me before... But im sure that Should i ever feel this way i wouldnt be able to do something so crazy. Because ofcoarse i'd be to paranoid thinking of all the consequences. Being charged with Agrivated assault, Battery, attempted murder... then being sued for the damages to the car... A criminal record wouldnt look good on me just saying. And another thing if i was as of to do something so crazy, im not taking your ass to the hostpital im leaving your ass to die. Im sorry. Im not going to beat you then appologize for it! I have to much pride for that and im not ashamed to say it either. If im going to beat your i obviously have good reasoning and you deserve whatever you get. #imjustsaying.

Now for your Musical enjoyment here's Jazmine Sullivan: Bust your windows

Well... It's almost that time of the year. To say our goodbye's and well wishings to our seniors who are luckily graduating and moving on with their lives. First off a round of applause to those that are graduating. I'm quite sure that you've worked ever so hard to get to this point! Now i wish all of you the best of luck in life, i hope that you acquire much sucess and do something with your life! Dont be a statistic.
Now with that being said, i can say that there are a few seniors on my list that i will miss tragically. I dont know how i'll make it through school without you! It seriously wont be the same!
But im sure you all are just glad to finally get out of the hell hole we call "high School" Now it's time for College! Party's, freedom, New people, Party's, Change of scenery, new experience, Party's and ofcoarse, More PARTY'S! lol. You all know thats what your really looking foward too!
Point is with this being the last week for Seniors go ahead and get all your tears and hugs out. Take lots of photos exchange numbers and keep in touch!

Pump it L O U D E R!

Put a fist in the air! And pump till you cant pump no more! Put a fist in the air if you dont give a fuck! Put a fist in the air if you aint paying these fools no attention. Put a fist in the air if the bums is on your back. Put a fist in the air when people try to fuck up your life. Put a fist in the air when niggas try to hold you back & tell you that you cant. Put a fist in the air when the hoes is on your dick! Tell them broads to hop off! Put a fist in the air because you fighting for what you believe in. Put a fist in the air because you trying to be somebody! Put a fist in the air because your trying to make a better life for yourself. Put a fist in the air because you trying to change the world. Put your fist in the air pump it like you dont Care!!! Let them know who you are and that what you say needs to be heard! Put a fist in the air and pump it untill you cant no more! Pump it because you have something to say! Pump it higher, stronger, LOUDER!

I think they call this venting...

Enough! Enough! Enough! I have had more than enough. Infact i refuse to take anymore. Im Done! I'm so sick of being talked down to as though im some sort of dog. Im tired of being mistreated and used. Taken for granted. Im tired of being disrespected. I'm tired of not being valued or cared about. Im tired of everybody just unloading their shit on me but yet no one cares about me. I'm tired of being talked about behind my back. Im tired of fake ass friends that to your face they want to be your friend but in private they want to talk shit. Im tired of people treating me like im not worth the gum on the bottom of their shoes & that they're better than me. I'm tired of dealing with issues a 17 year old shouldnt even be concerned with. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of defending myself from people who have no right to even take shot's at me. I'm tired feeling alone. I'm tired of liars. I'm tired of living in turmoil. I'm tired of being tired. I'm just so sick and so tired. Can i catch a break please? Can everyone just hop off? is that too much to ask? I cant take anymore. I'm tired of being depressed and mad at the world. Because when i am happy everyone doesnt understand why like it's unusual and assumes the worst. No thats not cool. I try to smile throughout everything but people make it so fuckin hard to keep smiling. And another thing. I hate when people try to tell me and say "oh yeah i feel you" "or yeah i understand how you feel" NO THE FUCK YOU DONT! you can even possibly imagine what i feel because i dont even know what i feel. So therefore in my eyes you look like a idiot so just shut up! And excuse me for being a human being. For having feelings and emotions, and being upset. I'm sorry i didnt realize i couldnt. Because im just supposed to be perfect and happy all the time. I have a life. And it damn sure aint anywhere near perfect. So when something actually goes right just let me have it. and be done with it. Let me wallow in my short term happiness. And when im upset dont pry. *even though it would seem that most people put up a wall just to see who cares enough to tear it down* Let me be upset.
Im not perfect. But who is?

Suck it and let it die!

The Scenario: A guy pretty much played a girl. He led her on to think that he actually liked her. He even went as of to so far as to kiss her *and it was her first kiss* The girl began to seriously catch feelings for this guy. She went even as far as to consider him as "the one" and "the first to open her pandoras box" Gladly she didnt because she surely would regret it. Now it's as though all of her friends wont let him go. She's trying to move on with her life and keep living her life but it's as though none of her friends will allow her to. They constantly bring him up in conversation, and always tease her about him. So how can she honestly move on?

*My take on the whole situation* I personally think that all of her friends need to suck it and let it die. Are they really good friends if they're not supporting her with what she's trying to do? I think that she should tell all her friends that they should leave it alone and make sure they understand that she's done with him. She wont ever be able to move on if everything around her continues to hold her back! so move foward and shut everyone else out!

Chris Brown: She aint you

Ok Breezy new album F.A.M.E. (forgiving all my enemies) is out now if you aint know! so go go go go till you cant go no more and cop that! Now if you've never heard the song "she aint you" i suggest you go listen to it. and not watch the video. I LOVE THE SONG! i really do. But i feel like this video just takes away from the song. It's so much dancing going on i mean how can anyone really focus on what he's saying? Now i love michael jackson. i really do. with all my heart. *r.i.p and im glad chris tried to do a tribute. i like the song because it's sampled from one of my favorite m.j. songs "human nature" if you've never heard human nature i suggest that  you stop reading and go listen to that NOW! *please educate yourself* Now the dancing is good, and i dig it and all i just feel that it's entirely too much for this song. Now note, the female dancer with black hair, it irritates the shit outta me that her bra strap was showing. -____- this should be more professional. c'mon! but any whoooo... like the song. video was too much. but if i do say so myself the boy breezy looked good and apparantly dyed his hair back black...

Alicia Keys: Never Felt this way

"There will never be a day you will ever hear me say that i want or need to be without you. I wanna give my all. Baby just hold me, simply control me, because your arms they keep away the lonely when i look into your eyes, then i realize all i need is you in my live. All i need is you in my life. Because I never felt this about loving, no, never felt so good, baby, never felt this way about love and it feels so good."