I think they call this venting...

Enough! Enough! Enough! I have had more than enough. Infact i refuse to take anymore. Im Done! I'm so sick of being talked down to as though im some sort of dog. Im tired of being mistreated and used. Taken for granted. Im tired of being disrespected. I'm tired of not being valued or cared about. Im tired of everybody just unloading their shit on me but yet no one cares about me. I'm tired of being talked about behind my back. Im tired of fake ass friends that to your face they want to be your friend but in private they want to talk shit. Im tired of people treating me like im not worth the gum on the bottom of their shoes & that they're better than me. I'm tired of dealing with issues a 17 year old shouldnt even be concerned with. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of defending myself from people who have no right to even take shot's at me. I'm tired feeling alone. I'm tired of liars. I'm tired of living in turmoil. I'm tired of being tired. I'm just so sick and so tired. Can i catch a break please? Can everyone just hop off? is that too much to ask? I cant take anymore. I'm tired of being depressed and mad at the world. Because when i am happy everyone doesnt understand why like it's unusual and assumes the worst. No thats not cool. I try to smile throughout everything but people make it so fuckin hard to keep smiling. And another thing. I hate when people try to tell me and say "oh yeah i feel you" "or yeah i understand how you feel" NO THE FUCK YOU DONT! you can even possibly imagine what i feel because i dont even know what i feel. So therefore in my eyes you look like a idiot so just shut up! And excuse me for being a human being. For having feelings and emotions, and being upset. I'm sorry i didnt realize i couldnt. Because im just supposed to be perfect and happy all the time. I have a life. And it damn sure aint anywhere near perfect. So when something actually goes right just let me have it. and be done with it. Let me wallow in my short term happiness. And when im upset dont pry. *even though it would seem that most people put up a wall just to see who cares enough to tear it down* Let me be upset.
Im not perfect. But who is?