This feeling...

I personally hate getting caught up in my feelings. I hate feeling some type of way. I hate being so caught up in my emotions and not being able to do anything about it. I hate feeling miserable, and depressed and not being able to find a way out of that depression. There not being no way to be happy. It's torturous, and it's like torturing yourself. And you may wonder why would anyone torture their selves? That's crazy. Your right. It is. It's extremely crazy. But that's how it is.
Sometimes you find yourself in a dark place. And there's no light to get out of that dark place. It hurts. It makes you cry. It takes a toll on your soul, personality, and mind. It's damaging.
Life is hard. And dealing with things that are hurtful, and hard are just a part of it. You have to go through hell to get to heaven. That's life, and so are feelings, and dealing with them. But sometimes those feelings are too much to deal with. I'm sorry this blog is so depressing, but you have to bear with me, because Right now being back at school is so hard... O.k. I'm done just had to get that out even if it doen't make sense.