Lock it up and throw away the key

Padlock your heart. Build a solid wall. Never letting anyone in. Fear. Fear of being hurt, more than you already have been, and if you've never been hurt that undying fear of being hurt for the first time. It's a hurt, thats deeper than your skin. It's a hurt that has no cure. You wonder. How can one person, one mere, insignificant person hurt me, all the way deep within my heart? They can do that. They can hit you where it hurts worst. Right in your heart. With friends you trust them. You tell them everything, in hopes for secrecy and a outlet to express yourself. But instead your stabbed in the back, your secrets now public news. Your so called "friends" talk about you behind your back, with no regrets at all. How could they do such a thing? Not to be blunt but, basically like that. But with Guys, it's 10 times worse. They hurt you so bad that you think that you may never recover. Depression sinks in and you spend days crying not understanding why, or even what happend. Guys are smooth and slick they know exactly what they're doing. The Sweet talk you, telling you what you want to hear. "I Love You" being the most used one. They throw that one at you like a bomb and your instantly "in Love." Now you've got your heart involved and you feel for him. Should you ever give him what he "wants" the game is basically over. He's gotten what he wants and he's done with you. Or if you dont he realizes he cant get it and moves on to the next broad thats easier.
"He said he loved me" well... HE LIED. point blank period. They say theese things and wriggle their way up into our hearts where we glady give them space to occupy only to be hurt.
Being hurt... it's something that no one wants but it happens, its a part of life. It's like if you dont ever get hurt you'll never know how to get over it, and how to move on.
Im one that once i've been hurt i shut down. I'm on Lockdown. That's it. No one gets in, but everyone has to get out. I dont want to associate with anyone, i want to be ALONE. I mean most people whenever somethings going on you just need time to yourself to get your thoughts together and recooperate from the situation. Well, when i take time, i take all the time i need, and re-evaluate some of the people in my life, because some people just done deserve to be in my life, or even need to be in my life. No one needs some one thats bringing hell into their life there. thats a fact.
So basically my point is that after being hurt some of us have a tendancy to shut down and lock our hearts. Lock it up, and throw away the key, in hopes maybe the one who finds it wont hurt you.